I always thought I am running after time. The feeling of taking charge of everything so everything will fall in the right place - I just don't want to mess up with anything especially a project or an event. At home, it's me who run everything, household management, Gaby and Wafi school schedule ( although Ate Maricel's help really makes everything easier for me. I swear without her as my sidekick, I will be very tired of running the house. ) I run my own life too, sometimes, I run the life of others, those people who are dependent on me. I run relationships. I make it a point that connections with the people I love is sustained, there are times that I get tired and lonesome and thought that it would be nice if someone will really take care of me. You know, ask me to watch a movie, pays for it. Ask me to eat, pays for it. Or schedule an out of town trip out of a blue and surprise me with a beautiful place near the beach, or have a picnic, spread a red checkered picnic clot...